Friday, March 18, 2011
"You haven't created a blog post yet! Create a post"
This is certain and most undoubtedly the most beautiful thing that I have ever laid my eyes upon. The exact moment when I clicked the "DELETE" Button, it was as though an invisible burden was lift off my shoulders. Gone is the past, my past.
I always thought that my previous age-old posts, would last forever, for I never believed I would erase them. No matter how idiotic or silly they may seem, they were memories. Literally tales that would have revealed much about the boring life of mine.
Yet now, I don't want to hold on to them. Whether there were good times or bad times, I have decided to focus only on the present. The past is indefinitely the past. An unchangeable occurrence. But what the future holds is within the palms of my hands. A potential phenomenon. Something definitely worth the loss.
So from this moment on at 2.52am on the 18th of March 2011, I start anew.
Not that reason for starting afresh was that something had gone wrong in the first place, but rather because I took a fraction of second to reflect.
Life is good, currently, I have to admit. Despite the packed schedules and horrid pressure, being it the year of my O' Levels, there is only one thing that makes it alright.
The sheer thought of it (or rather, him), just makes me grin with delight. There is but that single 9-lettered word name that could not ever bring joy and utter ecstasy to myself.
Cornelius.
Yes, that is the name of my dearest darling. Words themselves, in all honestly, cannot express my love at all. Profound as it may be, he, alone, has brought me comfort. A peaceful solace for me to bask in. Alleviation for my worries. And a deadly cure for my woes.
I just want to say, Thank You :)
Thank you for being there for me all the time, for loving me back even after a year, and for making everyday shine with a brightness so damnable :) I hope you'll see this one day, probably either if I reveal it or through plain chance that you'll stumble upon this. But in any case, I want you to know, that I in turn, would always always always! be there for you as well. Whether or not the situation sucks and you become pissed at me, I promise you I will never turn my back on you. I love you, my darling. More than anyone ever will. Pinky-swear ;)
Love, Me.
Get a Mirror 2:42 AM
